dear chris ......not one day goes by i think of you everyday .....its hard...but i know u are in a better place .....i have pictures and our jornal!!!!........i have dreams of u ........i will slways love you!!!!!........you was my life!!......muahz my chicken little........GOd hear me out............................i have faith in you...............
to chris family reach me if u could i would like to share pictures....ok....alinachavez98@gmail.com............ ..thanks..............
chris i see u smiling .......sweet angel
heyy chris
iwas just thinking of the first time you brought lance over to the house and yull had some snake that yull found and iwanted to tuch it but iwas scared b,c of how big it was,haha:) then finally yu conivinced me that i shouldnt be scared and i actually held it on my shoulders! :O it was really cool...
Another thing i think about was when yu and lance would be in the restroom closet recording songs:)then it'd be like 12 or 1 a.m and yull would want to go get mc donalds and yu always brought me an orange juice:')
imiss yu and waking up in the morning for school and i would have to wake yu and lance up for school to we'd jam out and get ready but iremember one time iwent to wake yull up and yu were CRASHED OUT on the pool table and yull wound up waking up b/c i was laughing so much!:')
ireally miss yu and you are always in my<3 and mind:)
GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN
REST IN PARADISE CUZIN
hey chris this is my speach that i did for the mamorial
when times are good you should be cheerful when times are bad think what it meant god makes them both to keep us from knowing what will happen next
day and night i went without sleep trying to understand what goes in this world i saw everything god does and i realized that no one can really understand what happens we may be very wise but no matter how much we try or how much we claim to know we can not understand it all
dont give up and be helpless in times of trouble
i hear love of the one i love as he comes over leaping over mountains and hills like a deer or gazelle now he stands out side our walls looking through the window and speaking to me
everything god says is true and its a shield for all who come to him for safty
if the lord can see everything in the world of the dead he can see in our hearts
this year i learned that love is stronger than hate and god really does exsist and he will always be with us no matter what he lives inside each and every one of us under the pain sorrow and shame
this was only the first part
hey big bro whats up i miss lots and i cant wait until i see u again o yea and befor i forget me and hunter are talking again but we are not together i thiught i was over him but i guess not because i was so happy when i started talking to him again and i was being myself after me and hunter broke up i was trying to be something some thin im not and im not sure that steven even knows the real me well at least im being myself again
hey big bro whats up ...............me nothin just missin u
